how terrifying is it to think that something you have wanted your entire life might not be what you wanted at all? lately i've been going through a cleanse, though it's difficult. in one respect, i feel like i'm acting recklessly, but in the other i feel pretty fucking free (in my head at least), and isn't it important to just be free and selfish sometimes?
i'm a big believer in thinking about things A LOT before i actually do them. perhaps i lack spontaneity, or maybe i just care too much; it could be both. whatever it may be, i know that several things have been making me miserable lately, and certain things have been making me indescribably happy. question of the day (and everyday) for myself: is the juice worth the squeeze? hmmm...
if you're having a shitty day, go listen to your favorite song and dance around your room.
if you're having an awesome day, go listen to your favorite song and dance around your room.
kisses xx.
